We still have not closed on the house (thanks a lot mortgage company) so we’re still living in limbo. The kids think we were making it all up. But the mortgage company, et al. say Thursday is the big day. I’ll believe it when I see it.
Girls only tonight. The ex’s car is in the shop so she needs the van (that travels with the kids) to get around. So we will only have A&M tonight. It will be a nice change, but I didn’t say that to R. Since he got on my case so hard about not ragging on the kids when we were furniture shopping I’ve been very careful about what I say about them. I am hopeful that her car is broken for a while, but I am sure it will be fixed by this weekend. Although it would be helpful for the move, not having N around during it (and complaining the whole time) would be better.
Does thinking that one of the kids not being around is better make me a bad step-mom? Sometimes I wonder. I read that I don’t need to love them. I don’t even need to like them. I just need to be a good role model and love their Dad. But WOW do I sometimes not like them at all.
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