no kids this weekend

which is good because I need some sleep. I want DH to wisk me away to a small cabin on a lake with no TV where we can just relax and rejuvenate.

But that won't happen. Not because he's not wonderful like that, but because we just have too much going on.

Conversation with him last night regarding a baby was good. Told him about my dream and we decided to discuss it again at the end of the year. If we're both in a place of "a baby would be great, but not having one would be fine too" we'll go off the pill and just see what happens. We won't "try" to force it, but we'll just keep on keeping on and see if the Universe gives us a baby. If it does, GREAT. If not, well we tried and it's ok.

I feel good about this.